Nothing right now really. Maybe just passing thoughts sometimes. Trying not to overthink at all, just its hard to keep my mind blank…
There’s a radio in my head made from crystallised fire
Four spirits in my head that talk or laugh at me
I am chosen have a mission to be a martyr and scapegoat to save hubby and the world.
Sometimes I believe gunmen will break into our house at night and kill me
Inserted thoughts
Thoughts hijacked and stolen from my head
People can sometimes read my mind, especially if I make eye contact with them
I ended life of my mother in law with my thoughts
I can control people with my thoughts
That’s about what my delusions are about.
"What strange beliefs do you have?"
I was so psychotic once that I believed :
That politicians were out for the publics best interests
That modern comedies could be funny
That my dog Skye was well behaved
and finally :
That I was @sweetpotatopie 's equal as an admin.
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When you say be a martyr and save hubby and the world? What do you mean can you explain @Dika
Martyr in sense my sza/psychosis makes me chosen and I suffer that for salvation of world, I offer my suffering to ease suffering of others.
Saving hubby and world - I’m a scapegoat in that I’m harming myself instead of the evil spirit Alien in my head harming my husband/others through me. When he tells me to do bad things to hubby, I deflect it and do it to myself instead, as a gesture to appease Alien. Naturally I protect the rest of the world this way, so I’m the scapegoat so they’re not harmed by Alien.
I hope this doesn’t trigger anyone, I just wanted to answer your question.
Thanks for explaining.
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I have a psychic connection with many souls that has instantaneous ability no matter the physical distance which is irrelevant
It’s very visual as well and spoken word
Unmedicated it’s so severe it stops anything else getting through
Doesn’t matter is living or dead or what kind of creature it is
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I’ve had many short or long delusions throughout the years.
Now i have the truman show, the mustache in my brain, cameras everywhere etc
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Nah @SzSupportAdmin you are the GOAT and always will be.
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