Almost lost my therapist...really import to me

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I know bro lol

I sat outside and for some reason everytime i do the last few day this bee :honeybee: comes up to me. My sz brain thought the bee was there to teach me a lesson ..then I saw 2 and realized there is a beehive close.

I have an lovelyimagination :roll_eyes:

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Might look into it. Sounds kinda interesting. I think u can do it during meditation too

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I think it would really help you

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Are you sure?! I personally misinterpret things to my own disadvantage. It’s a self esteem problem.

Also people today are very defensive about whom they meet. Society has changed to the worse. It’s not because people want to be mean. They are afraid!

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Sorry to hear that..

If you cannot continue having her as a therapist.

Then i hope if u have another that they are good too..

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Damn..thats a good quote. Honestly…its true for me too. Most of my behavior meeting new people is meant to defend against rejection…

Im just gonna be nice to that guy and stay out of his way. I use to feel inferior to all my neighbors while also feeling superior in a way.

Now I just want to get along with people and feel safe but its not in the cards I guess.

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We have a debilitating illness. Not feeling safe is part of the paranoia we feel. It sucks but it is what it is. That’s why I isolate. I couldn’t go shopping for groceries the other day because I was certain I would meet people and get beat up. I knew it was just something going on in my head. But it totally triggered me with the fight/flight response. I avoid people at all cost and mind my own business.

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Yea i think you have to be carful who you let into your life. I guess its healthy to accept the illness. …

If I cant fix sz/ocd maybe I can fix some of my complex i have. And yea bro… I know exactly what its like to be afraid to go out. Its a horrible feeling but maybe it will get better for us…we cant tell the future man

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I think ive been getting too use to things being better. I started to feeli didnt relate to people on the forum. And then I had an argument with an emoji that looked angry at me lol jk

I just mean im sz… I know most people on the site dont fight with emoji like I do :laughing: @Schizbro

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I really hope you can work it out. Don’t be afraid to discuss it with her

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