My therapist might be leaving the group she works for. If I have to I will pay out of pocket. She has been and is a crucial part of my recovery and wellness.
6 years and counting. If I have to I will get a therapist that takes my insurance and pay oop for one session a month with her.
This sucks if she does move 
is she a nice looking lady bro?
Yea but thats not really it..she’s a really good person and I feel she understands me and let’s me be myself… Bad and all
I think it’s important you stick with her.
You could set up a GoFundMe
I will pay man… nobodies gonna fund me lol
I have to stop buying soo many donuts 
If spending the extra money doesnt hurt you… seems like a good buy
I actually think there are good people out there that if they knew there was a struggling schizophrenic musician who wanted to retain his therapist they would pay to help
Yea i think i will be ok as long as its 1 sessio. And not over 100. Likely insurance will pay but have to be prepared.
I realize shi t really does change @Wave . You think you will always have the good people in your life but all is impermanence.
I hope what you said to wave was true bro… If/when i loose my mom im gonna be legit alone lol
I think youre probably right man…its a big ask tho. Im Prepared at this point.
Shes been one of the most understanding people ive ever met..and she’s not an idiot or nieve…psychologically…the relationship is important in many ways. She represents the reality that a person can actually understand how messed up I am and still not write me off. And legit …I usually want to screw weman and dont really click personally with them but I deeply like her personality…
I don’t know if anything I said is true or anything is true even
all i know is losing mom is gonna be real
dont know how i will deal
I feel you bro… I guess I will say I hope its not as bad as It seems it will be. Wave is going through it now and it makes it a little more real for me too. I feel for him…
Bro.. I no longer get why people hurt each other. Like Bertrand russle said. “The whole world of luminous poverty and pain make a mockery of what human life should be” realizing the pain and suffering inherent in this life unnecessary harm seem foolish on its face.
I use to belive in the rationality/goodness of people but the world and my own self make that really hard anymore. My therapist along with my mom and a couple people on this form are what hold me back from that secular nightmare looming
I like that Bertrand Russell quote
I think you should practice visualization
Whats that?
Ask ai
It will do it better Justice
Bro I just tried to talk to the guy next door and he seemed really upset with me…I do t get it man. When im anti social people dislike me ..when im friendly people dislike me lol
Is it possible you’re reading into things?
Thats my specialty lol
Misinterpretation
I thought he was reading my thoughts and knew I thought fu cked up ■■■■ about him
Yeah you know that’s all made up