Anyone else acting weird when alone?
Like shouting, making grimaces
and stupid gestures with the hands,
laughing with no reason and singing gibberish?
I am def weird when I’m by myself, I can’t imagine what people think of me when I interact with them IRL
I texted my psychiatrist.
Am I silly?
I used to talk back to the voices and told them to f*ck off many times out loud
I tense my whole body sometimes, and wring my hands to let out anxiety.
I think I act silly when I’m stressed or with tense
Me today. Just OMG.
I can act weird when I’m alone too
I talk while looking at my reflection, and start to laugh, do weird dances in front of the mirror
I can stare at myself for a long time
I talk to the voices in my head.. when im walking outside I talk to myself poor people driving by must think im like jack Nicholson off the shinning movie
I’ve said things because of voices and people think I’m talking about someone else.
I tell myself off a lot, for small/trivial things even. I don’t see that as being disorganised and/or weird . My disorganisation is more concrete/literal.For example difficulty prioritising multi step tasks Not good at what my father would’ve called ‘organisation and method’ It was so bad in Essex that I went into avoidant/self neglectful mode to escape from feeling overwhelmed .