I’m back to believing that people don’t want me here, but I find it hard to stay away, so I’m creating this thread in the hopes that I’ll stay away from the main area.
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I hope Haldol helps me get rid of my Truman Show stuff..
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I’ve been reading meditative pointers and questions on Claude. It’s been very enjoyable.
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People want you here because with psychosis youre in the community.
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When I think about my Truman Show delusion, I sometimes think, in order to disprove it to myself, I would have to sift through all of the coincidences and halllucinations I’ve encountered in the last 18 years..but, I guess I don’t lol
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I really need to find a new therapist
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Ive had that delusion its a combo of reference, megalomania, paranoia, persecutory and grandeur imo.
Megalomania for sure-I remember breaking down in tears on the freeway, cuz I was so happy that people were all watchng me and taking care of me lolol
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Pronoia i guess too
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Sometimes I wonder if there’s other people out there with dissociative mental habits like mine.
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I worry that I’ve had an episode of dissociative amnesia hundreds of times a day.
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Well, maybe just dozens. But, a lot.
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Like a blackout?
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I think so.
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What are you usually doin when it happens?
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I’m not sure what you mean..I often am stressed or in a sort of blah mood and idk I really dont know what happens..
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Well if you are warching tv you.would notice not remembering the last x minutes
If just laying on the couch doing nothing hard to dssociate with amnesia
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I’ve never been arrested, so there’s that lol
If I had dissociated and done something really bad I would be in jail, so that’s somewhat comforting
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How are you today, @Schizbro ?
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Ok having insomnia