If u dont have a close friend?
Lol! 
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Nope.
Edit:
Why do you say that?
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Idk; I used to have a really good friendship and sisterhood.
It is traumatic wen u go from that to nothing.
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It is good that u are self sufficient. I look up to that.
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I think the older you get, the more people lose their friends anyway.
Everyone is getting married etc.
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I don’t know. I’m about 65% self sufficient. No person is an island I guess.
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My whole life I’ve had a best friend, as soon as one left my life a new one would enter. Until I got sz. Been friendless ever since.
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Kinda the same story here
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Oh I only feel like I’m going insane every day. Then I just laugh about it and go downstairs and see who is around that I can screw with. LOL!
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I ghosted most of my childhood friends, and I got ghosted by one friend myself.
The truth is that I don’t need “friends” in my life.
I prefer online friendships anyway
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I had more friends when I was younger. Now I have all this interference, I feel is from stalkers who want people to be alone.
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Crazy insane? Or insane crazy?
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Like normal insane not psychosis.
Tho it may lead to it im susceptibl ppl
Sometimes I’m sending messages to several people and they take so much time to answer I feel insane, mostly when I talk about my issues
It’s why I am happy to have this forum to talk(I talk about my issues to only one irl friend and he takes a lot of time to answer)
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All friends from school did drugs and when I stopped I had to distance myself from them due to rehab in the community
Then I was friends with a group in my early to mid twenties
But we ghosted each other after my SZ dx
I simply thought I do all the contact so I will stop and see what happens
That was over a decade ago now and the phone still has not rung
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Effort that is one sided is not a friendship and I felt at the time that I was imposing myself on their lives
The fact we have not spoken since is clear evidence
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