I had a really weird experience a few days ago.
My mother visited me and I spoke to her about a pair of shoes I threw away a few weeks ago.
Suddenly I saw those same pair of shoes standing in the middle of my kitchen floor, however I didnt register this for some reason until a few hours later when I was like “Wait a minute, didnt I throw them?” and went to check again, however they were not there anymore.
Now Im unsure if I even threw those shoes away because it looked so real. Maybe it was just a dream and my dream somehow got merged with waking life, but when did I wake up?
I will check again to see if I actually threw those shoes just to be sure but its really frustrating feeling my memory get worse in real time.
Not only that but I forget my own adress at times, holidays, how to do certain facial expressions, just speaking is hard because I forget what I want to say mid sentence, or I forget how to structure meanings in an understandable way.
Maybe its my medication or something, but it sucks. But thats life ig.