From 2014 I’m ill. This years I was very in bad shape. Started to take money from my sister secretly. I thought I’m pregnent so I spend a lot of money for vitamins. I sold all the gold of my mother. I gained a lot of weight. When I speak with my sister I told her her friends are beachs. I was arguing with all ppl on street.
Now they higher my dose and I’m assemed for all that things. When I’m out I still have that feeling that somebody is watching me.
Pls tell how to move with my life
I think you’re taking the first step by trying to be accountable. Be accountable, don’t turn over every time you suffer, learn to grow in your suffering, so you don’t do drastic things every time you’re uncomfortable. Think positive thoughts. Find a good blog or invest in books that give you a positive message and direction. The body follows the mind. We all grow weary. Don’t give up when you’re tired, keep pushing. Even one more minute then next time two minutes. Stay consistent. Try to do good consistently. Lastly, believe in yourself more than you believe in others. Be delusional in your beliefs that you can do something in this life. Good luck.