In one or 2 words tell me how you feel and why.
I hope you are all doing great.
In one or 2 words tell me how you feel and why.
I hope you are all doing great.
Tormented. The ocd is constant torment my brain never rests aaaah. Scared. Afraid of the consequences of past actions. Worried. Worried about my dental appointment tomorrow if it will be miserable and if I will have trouble waking up early enough
Leg hurts
As soon as I fixed my finger pain my left leg socket began screaming in pain every day. Just more arthritis popping up as I age. The doc gave me exercises to do and said if it doesn’t help it go away surgery might be necessary. Such is the life of a middle age man. At least I have health care, many others aren’t so lucky.
I’m sorry @Rainstorm . I cant help you with the ocd, past actions or getting up early. BUt I will say that, even though fear of dentists is real, dental visits are usually not as bad as many anticipate.
@Agent101g I hear ya on the aging stuff, Im 53 now and certainly feel it. I hope you dont need surgery.
110 degree heat index today…grrrr…went to the store in the a m to keep from being in the heat…poor animals and ppl out in this crap…booo…other than that doing well…just about to drink a diet coke and listen to more music.
Sorry about that heat @jukebox . We have been having a lot of scorchers some days too lately but its not too bad today here.
My mom and aunt were arguing and I was in-between. Had more than usual voices. Everything is resolved. I feel better now. Just watching cooking shows on tv.
Pneumonia again…
A couple of weeks ago it seemed my Pneumonia was gone, then started having shortness of breath and chest pain last week. I’m seeing my primary care provider tomorrow to see about a new antibiotic and getting a CT scan done. Crazy thing, too, that I’ve lost 10 lbs since last Monday. Don’t know why…
I used to get that every winter when I was a smoker. Gotta get one of those sixty dollar inhalers prescribed to you right? It’s no fun. Hope you feel better soon.
Concerned… Catastrophizing…
Concerned because my baby had to get a bunch of vaccines today… my poor, sweet, happy baby… she was miserable…
Catastrophizing because of all the awful things I’ve seen and heard about vaccines… (Yes, I know there’s horrible risks when they don’t get vaccinated… so, don’t come at me like I’m an anti-vaxxer or anything. I just want my baby to be safe)
Anyways, when we got home from getting her shots.. she napped a couple hours and when she woke and I got her from her bed, both of her legs were entirely red and swollen… I was mortified. She also wouldn’t stop crying… ugh.
She is feeling better now thank goodness.
Also catastrophizing my 4 year old going to school this year. Don’t even wanna get into my concerns with that.
Sigh.
I’m so stressed lately… I fear either my lamotrigine is doing the opposite it’s supposed to, or I really have too much on my mind.
Sorry for the long comment.
Feeling angry actually. The dentist I went to turned out be a complete idiot. Pretty sure he drilled perfectly good teeth, and didnt fill the cavities he was supposed to. Have had mouth pain for a week. Just needed a cleaning but got taken to the cleaners. Paid almost 2k including insurance to be butchered.
Hoping I had a good day because of going up on abilify and it’s not just a fluke