Last week something happened every work day and in the end I didn’t go at all last week
Since I know my contract finishes at the end of February I feel relieved and have more motivation to go at work
Yesterday before sleeping I meditated, my mom stayed with me until I fell asleep
I was ready to go at work even though I was still a bit anxious
But this morning I woke up with really painful pain: tummy and back pain
It’s already not enjoyable to go at work, I didn’t want it to be torture so I stayed at home
I will take as much as needed medication for pain so tomorrow I can go
By the way it looks like my mom is more nice to me since she talked to a friend of the family that was social worker
My mom called the social worker complaining I wasn’t going at work last week and the social worker explained that if I cry it’s because I’m not ok
She also said she doesn’t want me to crumble, that would be good that I see a psychologist and to talk to my doctor if I need my sick leave to last longer
My mom didn’t scream at me since then
When this morning I said I don’t feel well to my mom she talked calmly to me
I hope she will keep being like that
