I didn't go at work today

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This morning when my mom woke me up to prepare myself before going at work, I started to cry and said I don’t want to go at work

I asked to my mom to stay at home today and she said ok

So I didn’t go at work, I stay at home today

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are you ok? what kind off work do you do?

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I feel better now that I’m not going but I feel stressed because my bro will surely criticize me and I’m stressed because I’ll have to go tomorrow

I work with kids

But it’s not really the job the issue it’s the environment, people at work

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ah yeah i had that too with work.

hope you feel better tomorrow

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Thank you

I hope I’ll feel better too

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This is a very good reason to look for a new job. I worked in a toxic environment before being disabled. It messed me up big time. It was so awful. I was affected by it for years after quitting. Like 10 years. And to be honest, even now a bit 12 years later.

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I’m sorry it messed you up , till now

I hope you’re in a better place now

I repeated what you said to me to my mom, but it’s like talking to a wall

If you say something she doesn’t agree with she just ignores you

I think my family will understand I couldn’t handle that when I’ll have commited suic*de

Maybe I should just ignore their opinion and just resign

My family is always saying I never listen to anyone

I just think it looks like they don’t want me to lose advantages and the pressure they put on me to keep this job is big

It’s like even if I don’t listen to them and don’t have to suffer because of my job anymore, I’ll suffer because they will bother me about that for a long time (like my bro that keeps saying I’m big because I gained 10 kg)

I’m put in a situation where it seems I don’t have escape

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Can you look for another job while continuing to work for this one?

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I can look for other jobs but I don’t know if I’ll be able to handle this job longer

I keep crying and I’m anxious since earlier thinking about going at work tomorrow

I really want to just send a message and say I resign and never go back

But even if I found another job and was accepted my family doesn’t want me to quit this job even in this case

So they will bother me even in this case

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Are they your legal guardians?

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Yes, my mom is my legal guardian

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I am so sorry…doesn’t France have disability benefits there? it would be better if you can’t work .

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Yes, France has disability benefits but I don’t have a diagnosis yet so I can’t ask it

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if you ask your pdoc to give you your diagnosis you can get it…you’re on antipsychotics aren’t you? were you hospitalized? that would help.

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Last time I asked my psychiatrist if she knows what I have she said she doesn’t know

I wasn’t hospitalised

Yes, I take Risperidone