Today I came back at home early

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This morning I wasn’t motivated to go at work as usual, I forced myself to go at work

It was ok in the beginning

During the morning recess I didn’t have to watch a kid so I was inside and I was bothered by colleagues for me to go outside

One colleague started to complain about me and said I said last time “It’s time for my break I don’t care (in a vulgar manner) You watch my kid” even though I never said that

I came to see her last time and asked for my break nicely

I went outside because they were bothering me, I wanted to cry I had enough People are bothering me all the time

In the end, the colleague that complained about me said to me to go take my break

I tried to calm down during this time

Later I started to have a headache

I went at my non toxic job during lunch time, I ate, coughed a lot and puked all I ate

I sent a message to my sister and my mom saying that and asked if I come back at home

So I finished my non toxic job and came back at home

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Why are you calling your job? Non-toxic? It seems to be the opposite. Your colleagues are not cordial with you and they should be.

I’m sorry

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I was talking about my job during lunch time

I have two jobs, one that I do the morning and the afternoon and one I do during lunch time

My job during lunch time is not toxic, people are nice to me

The toxic job is the job I do during the morning and afternoon

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Ohhh I understand

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I saw a doctor online and she told me to rest, so I don’t go at work tomorrow

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All you can do is take it one day at a time

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Yes, I will rest like she said and try to go back at work Thursday while feeling better

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Sorry to hear you went through that :frowning:

Hope you’re feeling better now …

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Thank you, I feel a bit better now

I just have times when I feel like I will puke though (I have medication for that so it should be okay)

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Oh no :hushed_face:. I hope you can treat yourself kindly for the rest of the day. You deserve to feel good. Hope you can do some self care and have a better second half to your day.

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When I came back from work I cried a bit because of what happened at work but after that I watched cute videos on YouTube (Youtubers with cute outfits, that share outfits ideas, that do vlogs at cute places) so I feel better emotionnally at least

Later I will watch the next episode of the Korean drama I watch with my mom

Thank you for caring :blush:

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That’s good :slight_smile: and np any time. You know we have to take care of ourselves emotionally sometimes when we’ve had a hard day. I think this time of year a lot of people are depressed cause winter has been long and hard etc. so maybe that’s why they were rude etc. it’s not excuse but anyways you deserve to treat yourself some :wink:

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Yes, we should take care of us

I think I will offer myself some cute outfits (for cold and hot weather)

It will be a reward for my efforts and it will make me happy when I will wear them

Today I watched a video that motivated me to celebrate my uniqueness and be more confident

I think these cute outfits would help me do that

I also think about singing in the subway to help myself not caring about other people opinions :blush:

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Ayyy very nice. It’s great your celebrating yourself. Your and awesome and kind person :slight_smile: we SHOULD celebrate you :winking_face_with_tongue:. New clothes aways feel good.

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Oh, thank you :blush:

That’s so kind

You’re an awesome and kind person too

We could celebrate you too :blush:

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Lol thanks. Actually I might try to do some self care today as well. I’ma bit tired from all these workouts :sweat_smile:

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Aight, hopefully you’ll feel less tired soon :blush:

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