In case anyone was wondering how hard I’m working to try and prove to my manager I CAN do the job, I’ve literally moved a trash can right next to my desk so that way when I start throwing up I can get right back to work. Had a longer call today had to put the lady on hold for 2 minutes so I could be sick then hopped right back on the phone. So grateful for my doctor refilling my Zofran for me, she even doubled my dose and gave me a 90 day supply with refills.
I really hope my boss sees how hard I’m trying. I might make it, I just might. She continued to ignore me all day today. I’m off Tuesday and Wednesday so I go back on Thursday. I’m just grateful for another day on my next paycheck. I don’t know if I can keep this up, even if I don’t get fired right now I might still look for another job. I don’t know if I can handle this stress.
But at the same time I’ve enjoyed my job these past 5 days. It’s made me feel accomplished and made the days go by faster.