But I’m not doing nothing. Only short walks. Only short conversation with my nearest people. I have trying to find job. But so difficult to find. I have feeling of emberce of people, don’t know what to say to not speak nonceses. I forget words. I forget important dates and stuff.
Plese give me advice.
You are doing a lot… going on walks and talking to your nearest people.. even trying to find a job is self care. Try not to dismiss what you’re doing.
But for me that are small steps. I’m thinking like I do not doing nothing.
And all that side effects of pills. The pills are good for something but bad for thinking. I don’t feel like old me before illneses. I feel stupid
I have the same problem. All that I do is do my best to talk at least when spoken to. My wife will speak for me if I’m struggling a lot. Or if I ask for help. I just friggin tell people I have schizophrenia and have a hard time with communication sometimes. I wish I had better abvice. I’ve been about four or five months with no real psychosis but negative symptoms and cognitive symptoms remain. Occasional voice or paranoia. Very occasional.
You are glad that you have good wife. My parents always screaming when I need diazepam. And I without that can’t. I taking it for sleeping.