I miss being a mom I had my daughter for 22 days before my ex did what he did and I lost my daughter to child protective services because I was scared of him and told me to lie so I did… I tried getting her back but ended up signing my rights away and she got adopted by her foster mom and even though she visited in March I miss being a mom in general so badly it hurts… I’ll probably never have kids due to pcos it all sucks
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I’m so sorry @Twialine . That’s so painful to go through. Hugs.
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@Lilyofthevalley it’s okay sigh I thought I was over all of this but it feels like an open wound all over again 
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It must be difficult beyond anything i can imagine. Be kind to yourself hugs 
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Well, try to focus on being as healthy as possible for the chances to see your child when you do get chances. Maybe in adulthood you two can be close
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@Lilyofthevalley I’m trying I’m making a menu for the week I have Friday and Saturday but not anymore than that but I’m trying… I had 3 cookies today and that’s bad
@Ducky I’m trying to be kind to myself idk if it’s working but I’m trying
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@Twialine i meant try to be mentally healthy. Physical health is important too so it’s good to be on top of that as well. Basically commit to self care so you’re able and ready to have a relationship with her when she’s older
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Heart breaking. Sending you lots of love 
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@Mouse1977 @Lilyofthevalley @Ducky we have a 4 year plan… We’re gonna go for a house in a few years and then look into adopting a foster care child so I hope someday I’ll be a mom someday even if I don’t have a biological child full time
@Mouse1977 Thanks
@Lilyofthevalley I’m gonna try and be mentally healthier
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When all, including I should making and having babies I’m struggling with this illnes what make me to lost every bit friends.
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