I think I lost some motivation

On abilify 400mg I feel less motivated. I have workouts due and I’m so f*cking lazy. It isn’t even a chore; weight lifting is like a drug for me. It get’s me high during the workout, and then I get even higher seeing the strength and size in the mirror…

I can’t wait to quit these bs meds. They don’t fix any positive symptoms and I’m asymptomatic again. Back at baseline, and NOT cos of APs. D2 blockade my hairy arse lol.

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Mild anhedonia too. Vape is rubbish. Surprised I’m not completely fed up with everything.

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Sometimes I feel fed up with everything.

Depression

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It makes life hell. I feel depressed less now that I am headed home. But meds still bad… :frowning:

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