I'm at my wits end

Diagnosed Sz or Sza
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There currently is way too much going on in my family life right now. And I don’t know how to function anymore.

Just got hit with an insane amount of aggression. Probably due to all the family drama and impending deaths of 2 older family members.

I just took my prn of .5mg haldol in hopes it’ll calm me down.

All this stress is also making my symptoms pop off. Any time I try to say I’m not doing well they just vent over me.

I don’t even know what I want. But I don’t wanna end up in the hospital over all this. I guess I just needed to vent. Just to be heard.

Just trying to take it day by day. But I am reaching my limits and wearing out.

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I went to First Care cuz I’ve been having palpitations and shortness of breath all day…normal EKG and Xray…they told me to just take some hydroxyzine for anxiety. I had to stop my benzos since I’m getting ready for ECT (my first treatment is on Thursday). I had to take my dog to my friend’s house and not having her at home is also stressing me out. I’m worried about how I’ll deal with being alone down there without my local support system…last time I had it my mom flew up, but she couldn’t come this time. I’m just feeling scared and unsure…

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You’re really going through it too. I send hugs. Everything is scary and stressful. I wish you a successful trip despite it all. Feel free to pm me if need be. May be slow to respond though.

I don’t know how to stop the stress on my own stuff.

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hope your doing ok dude, im glad youre venting i think its a good idea. better to vent then to burst they say

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Yeah, thank you man. I took my prn and I calmed down quite a bit. Thankfully. Gotta remember for next time.

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sorry your having family troubles… is there any way you could get some alone time? like if you have a car maybe plan a day trip to the countyside or somehting for a mini day-long vacation?

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Thanks man. I ended up feeling better once my prn kicked in. It really helped, I was surprised. Went from really angry to cracking jokes. Gotta remember that.

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nice! glad your feeling better man!

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