all this I’m going through - the mission, the radio, Alien, jumbled writing, disorganised thought…what is it? and does it fluctuate even without much treatment?
like one day I’d feel the mission to save husband and others very strongly, then another day not so much but then the radio would feature…other days I’d get disorganised thought and hypomanic feeling then next day I’d burn out and feel avolition (like today) .
is this normal with schiz? does psychosis (if this is what it’s called) fluctuate day to day? I’m on same meds, not enough dose but coping ok with my gift. but day to day it varies, different symptoms on different days. will it go away only with meds or by itself as well?