Congratulations to you. You should do what you enjoy so i am really happy for you.
You are just trying to make a good life for you.
For sz ppl that is NOT easy.
So support is what you deserve.
I hope you can do whatever you dream of
Even if it goes in another direction in the end
You never know if you dont give it a shot.
Im sure @Ducky means well and thats really nice of her, and is only trying to give good advice but ducky is not you and you know you best what and why you choose to make the decisions you make.