I’ve been struggling the past few weeks. Started with lack of sleep or sleeping time reversal. Then the night time auditory stuff. The occasional visual shadow figures scurrying across.
Now the paranoia is getting to me. I feel safer posting here since it’s anonymous. But I’ve been thinking I’m getting hacked. Wanting to delete all social media. Then it translates into my mind being read. I don’t know. I just know it’s getting difficult to keep my grip.
I finally see my pdoc on Tuesday. But idk what to bring up.
I’m also having a really hard time distinguishing dreams from reality. I really don’t want my cheese to slide off my cracker at Xmas.
Any advice welcome. Tips and tricks too. I am trying to stay busy at the very least.