I’m terrified because my main voices character Alien the evil spirit, is trying to take my mind over. I can’t even help myself anymore by asking God to heal me. Because I feel like I’d not mean it. Because I’d want to be mentally ill.
Alien tells me I want him and I deny it but a frightening thing is a part of me has been won over to him which likes his presence and gets a kick out of it. yet it’s the last thing I want, this evil personality .
I don’t want Alien to infect me! what if he takes me over and I go to hell?
help!
how do I get rid of the evil trying to take me over?
hahaha!! that’s what he says.
I’m feeling weak, about to be won over, liking my illness, getting high on it ..it’s NOT me you got to believe me! who wants to be ill? nobody surely? only Alien and the devil’s other minions and agents.
I’m sorry if I write so much about him it must be frustrating for you guys “there she goes again” God now the radio starts playing that song. But hopefully not for long.
I just get really worried and distressed about Alien taking me over. I hope the extra haloperidol works otherwise I’ll have to increase the amisulpride…
hey @Dika im sorry about the hallucinations your having right now. You need to talk to your doctor and get meds to quiet the voices. They will help you relax and sleep etc. but these posts your making are kind of triggering… can make other people relapse so i have to ask you to please keep your posts recovery oriented… i understand its hard but please understand the voices are not actual aliens etc… talk to your doctor and theyll help you.
Thank you for your reply Poet. It’s not so much hallucinations as much as control from another entity and thought insertion. I’m sorry if I keep on not being recovery oriented. I thought by saying help that was reaching out for getting over it.
Sorry again
it must be frustrating for you guys “there she goes again” God now the radio starts playing that song. But hopefully not for long.