How can I be sick?

Diagnosed Sz or Sza
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if I take 500mg amisulpride the gift will go away and the mission. it’ll be boring and miss the excitement. but if it means I’m … hospital material, what’s the point? I can’t function properly it seems. or at least I can but my thinking is hijacked by Alien. Alien needs the amisulpride not me! but how will he take it? through me? but I’m dead… through Sarah? maybe…I’m scared the gift will go away, the excitement…but if I talk of it to the dr he’ll just admit me. then I’ll be forced to take meds that take my gift away and excitement.

I just can’t win…

am I sick? I don’t feel I’ll so how can I be sick? I’m just a little anxious that’s all. just because I have a gift to feel the unseen spirits in me and a transparent crystal radio?

I only see the dr next week Wednesday. I hope I can last till then …

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In a way I can’t wait to see dr. Just to get the gunk cleared.

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The adventure continues on meds for a lot of us. It’s just much more manageable. Im ready for it to go away but that doesn’t seem to be in the cards for me.

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I’m unwell too. I would love to be well and I think medication must help

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You are wasting your time on nonsense. The alien doesn’t exist. It’s just your brain misfiring. Take your meds!

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I don’t agree. It’s real to me. But I’ll take some meds so I can function in daily life. Psychosis does have side effects!

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You have much to live for. You have a husband, a life. You seem to be a good person.

Why on earth do you want to waste your time on an alien that your mind is cooking up? It’s not real.

You have a life that’s real. Don’t waste your time.

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Alien is the evil spirit that lives in my head. He’s been there since I was 15 but I only heard his name when I was 31 in 2015. He’s been there long time

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I thought I had a demon or jinn inside of me. I wasn’t. It was just something I believed at the time.

Why are you holding on to this belief?

You have been diagnosed with Sz, you are on a sz forum, you have a belief that you have a spirit inside of you which is a common delusion schizophrenics have.

You need meds for your psychotic delusion.

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If nothing else thinking you have a gift that gives you special powers like being able to sense spirits should convince you are indeed ill.