The less I fear it. I’m exhausted really.
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I don’t think its healthy to dwell on that, I hope you find some peace of mind 
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I honestly look forward to the afterlife so I don’t fear death but I do know that life is precious and singular you shouldn’t take it for granted
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I don’t want to be dead I just don’t want to be schizophrenic
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I don’t think about it much. I don’t fear it now, but maybe I will when the time comes.
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Very good point.
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I’d love to value my life more. Meaning. Have more love for it. It’d help me pursue experiences like travel and meeting others more. I hope I do.
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I share this view, even though I am pretty tired of this illness.
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I hope my father is not suffering in his afterlife
God bless him
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If there is an afterlife i think he is not in hell. He raised a cool person like yourself. 
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Oh thank you @Zoe
So kind of you
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I think about death a lot. Not in a suicidal type of way, but more that it just facinates me. Does consciousness continue? Or is it like a dream-less sleep for eternity?
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I hope it’s where our fears are gone. Just being at peace.
I know this can go all religious but I’m not meaning for it to go beyond peace
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Thinking about what it’s like to no longer exist one must ponder what it was like billions of years prior to your existence. Existence brings on worries and troubles. You can’t take life too serious. We’re floating on a ball in space. We’ve created an utopia for the rich on earth. Find happiness. Make mistakes. Live.
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I know aside from my mistakes of being on drugs I have had what must ppl long for. The American dream marriage, family, and nice cars. Neither of those things I really cared for are no more. I did have it my life wasn’t all full of sz
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Can’t talk about it in detail cuz of forum rules but I’m not scared of death anymore. Pretty unshakably convinced there’s a hereafter in some form.
It’s liberating and helps me live my daily life without that existential dread.
A small part of me wants to try and convince others who just lost a loved one of this, but then I remember that’s too similar to proselytizing and I don’t want any part of that. So I leave it alone.
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I know there are things I want to say but it’s not allowed. I have religious sz and it’s hard to fit in anywhere
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I totally understand. I actually completely abandoned all my beliefs when I was really sick because they turned into delusions easily.
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Yeah like visual hallucinations they looked like ghosts to me
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