I can really get in my head too much around other people ay. So annoying. Like today at a group boxing class I was almost certain that I was killing the good vibe and making people uncomfortable around me. Its hard to discern if its me overthinking or if its true sometimes. I understand that every now and then it would be true. But I never know or im never sure each time. Frustrating. Anyone else get like this?
When I’m a the doctor’s office and in my room, nurses/staff start talking loudly outside. Feels like they’re reacting to my vibes. Like when I leave the hall, the vibes are better. I don’t hang around people besides family and friends for this reason.
I feel this way often and wonder the same. Do I send angry vibes? I get intrusive thoughts around people too.
Yeah i fully get you. I often think that neighbours talking nearby where i live are the same as that. But I try to tell myself that the reality is is that its pretty rare for anyone else to really give a damn about me or what im thinking or feeling or how im acting. No ones really focusing on me like I feel that they are. Its just a trick my own thinking plays on me. The illness.
I’ve had this on and off most of my life even when I was a kid. Haven’t had much luck getting rid of it. Probably not going anywhere either lol. CBT can help, but it starts getting bad if you get thought broadcasting/mind reading delusions combined with it. Its usually quitier/easier to ignore if I’m getting quality sleep and some exercise. Meditation can help too, but its been a few years since I’ve done any. Need to try and get back into doing it regularly.
Nice to hear im not the only one. Yeah meditation and mindfulness practices really can help ay. So good. I wanna get back into that too.