I try very hard to limit my interactions with people… because a lot of the time when I do I come out feeling like I said something wrong and now they hate me. Call it paranoia, call it being autistic… whatever it is, it feels exhausting.
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I’m not sure I understand the original post fully. But the title, but yeah, unloved. All my life.
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I mean when I am surrounded by people I try to watch what I say, but I still come out of situations feeling like I never quite say the right things… I over analyse every conversation and think everyone hates me.
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I see, I feel hated a lot too. I think it’s the sensitivity of autism. My experience is that, I’m very sensitive to subtle comments sometimes. Like I take it too personally.
But I wasn’t always like this, I used to have a “I don’t care” attitude. And I think it’s very much possible to develop one. Not in a bad sense, but a “i’m my own person, with my own needs and respect levels that require to be met” way.
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