I get paranoid and anxious
by cameras and
by the cameras in the eyes
of the humans, animals or insects
or birds etc
I can’t figure out if my family is in the conspiracy of actors or if they’re victims too
I can’t help but feel you must be conflicted about this in some way. If you truly felt we are all actors, why would bother to post here to get our input?
You must have some doubt as to the validity of these thoughts.
You’re family are not actors and neither are we.
My main issue now is cameras in the eyes.
Even flies record video footage of me
There’s no camera in your eyes, other peoples eyes, animals, bugs, etc.
How can you be sure?
Cameras would have to be planted. Why would someone do that? I don’t think most people would agree to that.
People are fake.
I just took my additional pills but still am scared and depressed
I’m sorry you are suffering with this. You will be okay. ![]()
It’s not my small mind.
It’s the whole world.
The whole planet.
The whole galaxy.
The whole universe.
I’m thinking about 45, tv says 45.
I’m thinking about cacodaemon (a song),
TV said cacodaemonia (a greek word)
etc etc. I think someone sends me messages through the tv
It’s not random. It’s not coincidence.
It happens constantly for many years
I will die soon.
They’re going to do it
Did your med kick in and help yet?
I’m better a bit but not recovered at all.
Depression, ideas, voices, anxiety, fear.
Now they’re telling me to take 50 pills of clozapine
Don’t listen. They’re just your brain misfiring.
I’m trying to sleep but symptoms don’t let me
Can you call someone to talk about things other than what you’re going through to get your mind off of it?
No. No one to call. Anyway. Don’t waste your time with me. Thank you