I experience these things in several different ways with some delusions or hallucinations happening but also have tons where it’s different.
I was in a hospital and had the most vivid hallucinations. A vat of naked dead bodies floating in water. A dead baby and me being accused of killing it by my daughter and at the time my daughter was not pregnant and didn’t have any kids. I feel like for me things are very vivid. But days will pass without me knowing where I am or what I’m doing in the real world is really frightening and no one in my life really understands how frightening it is.
That sounds horrible! I have one situation that I believe is real that never goes away even with meds. I have other beliefs that go away with meds but come back in various ways if I’m not on a med that helps me
I had a psychiatrist in the mental hospital b very recently who told me I couldn’t have schizophrenia bc I didn’t respond to ZYPREXA. First of all she saw me one time for less than ten minutes while my regular pdoc in the hospital already had diagnosed me with schizophrenia. Second I DID respond to ZYPREXA for at least 15 years. She was f*cking awful.