Drs say I have a poor baseline. Don’t know what that means but it seems like it means I can’t function in society very well. How can I carry on in life? Thinking of death again.
The mental health social worker at the hospital I was at called me earlier and I spoke to her about my feeling bad. She urged me to call my psych hospital and see dr but if I feel suicidal I should readmit myself into general hospital to stay safe. Definitely don’t want to do that again!!
Called outpatients at psych hospital and they knew once I said who I was that I’d been admitted to general hospital. I requested an appointment ASAP possibly Wednesday coming and they said they will speak to dr and I must call them back tomorrow morning. So I will do that.
Hoping I don’t have to go into hospital again! But if I do I want to go straight into psych hospital not the general one that doesn’t specialise in psychiatry. Maybe outpatients is enough…
I’ll see…