I don’t know what to expect…I’m still half in crisis but half coming out of it. Half wanting to die but half trying to survive…don’t know if I will need another admission…but I doubt it. I’m slowly recovering but my depression is terrible, I need urgent meds for it. Need to discuss options with dr tomorrow…
It’s all hanging in the air right now.
Good luk with the appointment 
Always remember to be as open and honest as possible. And always remember that just in case you have to go to the hospital, yes it sucks but if you need the help is it the worse thing in the world. I think not. But I have been to the hospital alot, but once I left I felt alot better and grounded. And I had new meds and a better safe place I could be in and get the rest I needed. So just rember don’t hide anything from your doctor. So I would like you to make a post, tomorrow once your back so we can know that you are good, I hope nothing but the best for you. And hopefully this helps you somehow. And if it don’t at least I tried God bless you.
Thank you @Josh for your lovely message. I did write about Dr appt earlier today. It was a disappointment and I was upset because she refused to prescribe antidepressant but I have a plan now - to see how I feel by Monday and if I need dr again I’ll call and make appointment for Wednesday next week. Otherwise carry on until next set appointment