Because I am a liar and wannabe-mentally-ill. Who the f wants to be mentally ill??? Why am I so crazy as to want it. I hate my stupid mindset. Normal is boring. I want to feel alive again, not have this irritable avolition. I’d rather be psychotic but I’m not, I’m a dead dumba*s. I’m moody and antsy and I’m treating hubby unfairly and badly because of my stupid head. I’d rather hear voices than be dead. But all I hear is the rain and inside my head the radio playing “save me” Argh!
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You dont fake it.
I have thought it too
I have no name for this malady. What is it called?