I broke up with my bf

I dont want to be his friend. He is very nasty the way he has treated me likewise the way his ex treats me. They can go and suck each other now they do it already in their dreams. Sick lying freaks well at least i am not dumb like them and can see through them.

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My voicces are being nice today. Telling me to binge eat cos broke up with the devil n his witch assistant

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I’m sorry you were not treated well

Maybe try to self care to make you feel better

I send you hugs

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Thanks Vaiana, you make a good point. I think im an angel i cant relate to human men romantically and sexually. My hallucinations could be angels too. I think they want to date me once i look after myself.

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You’re welcome, Zoe

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At the same time, two days ago they wanted to chop me up like cabbage and cut my head off and stuff like that. So idk for sure. Trying to look on the bright side. That i can support them. And they can support me.

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If voices are overwelming you, maybe you should talk to your doctor

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The voices tell me to wait until i look after myself and see if it changes. But then they are talking about jumping off a cliff. So its a bit confusing atm and i miss real ppl instead of hallucinations. If it gets to the point that i want to kill myself then i will increase my dose xx

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Don’t listen to the voices

You’re a precious person that would be missed if she disappeared

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Thanks. Likewise you.

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Thank you Zoe

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when it comes to things like voices all I can say is treat it like a double edged sword and try and cut out all the negative stuff, its basically your internal filter that processes thoughts and comms etc is faulty but you can distract yourself from that with practice.

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@Daydreamer thankyou for the good advice. I try to believe that me and them hallucinations are 1, we rely on one another so that way we need to learn to trust 1 another, angel species. Its my positive outlook but idk if it will work. I hope so. Its good to know there is medicine around always unless theres a war in my country and i cant get aceess. Got to remain positive therefore. And remind myself that on another level we alll are one cos its not like we can cut the sky in half etc.

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I’m sorry things didn’t work out with your boyfriend. I hope you find the man you’re looking for. I made a mistake once and went out with someone. A couple years later there were 2 men I liked better. You never know when you might meet the right person.

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I think angels is the wrong word. I prefer to say different species. Angels sounds isolating and labelled

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Sorry u broke up with your boyfriend. But if it makes you happy then that’s what you got to do

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You deserve to be treated properly

Don’t know why some guys have to be assholes

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Thanks. I do feel good for ending it with me and them but also a bit lost. He was my only friend. Or so i thought. Now im alone. Tough to adjust.

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Sorry @Zoe you’ll find someone.

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I was having a pseudo panic attack it was scary