I feel being watched

Unusual Beliefs
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It’s raining here today.

Melancholic day

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Sunny weather now.

But it makes me paranoid

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How’s it going Om?

I slept too much today. I dreamt that I had Alzheimer’s. Very scary.

I hope you will feel better soon.

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I’m taking the additional clozapine and haldol.

Still cameras, voices and depression.

Now I’m gonna play some music to get distracted. I’m not in mood but I will push my self as the bass player insists

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Sounds like a good plan! Have fun!

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Anyone else feeling the presence of some force which always stares at you?

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Before I got diagnosed with schizoaffective I spent the summer at my mom’s house when I was 19. I was so, so certain that her two cats were watching and reporting my actions to her, very stressful, even though I was just doing daily life things.

Eyes, cameras, sometimes mirrors. Lenses, flat and domed, and reflections can throw me off depending on all the mood/psychosis thoughts level. I give my phone camera the peace sign sometimes, it lightens up the situation a little.

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Once I thought cat is a robot-camera and that if I split it in two, I would see the cables lol

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I was convinced that they were her trusted beloved spies. :melting_face:

I’m sorry you’re having this really seriously right now.

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I used to believe that there were hidden cameras all around the world and everyone was videotaped and there was a file on everyone. I thought I was the only one who could see the cameras. I thought I was special.

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Who was behind this thing?

Who’s in charge?

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I am!!! It’s my fault. In my defence, I have to tell you, I was left unsupervised.

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Who are they?

Secret agents?

Aliens?

I have no idea.

Everything is possible

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I vibe with that.

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Same shitty day today.

How are you people?

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I just woke up. I have to go to the pharmacy today. It’s freezing cold outside.

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It’s like spring here.

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Yes! They constantly comment on eveyrthing I am doing, thinking, and imagining (internal visualizations). I can’t help but understand why they call themselves “The Watchers”. Hence, my chosen username on here.

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