Since lowering meds slightly last month, from 500mg to 400mg, i’ve not had any suicidal thoughts, feel a lot better and more like myself, more autonomy and self control. It happened gradually over 4 weeks cos i have depot every 4 weeks. I’m due next injection in 3 days time. I’ll tell you i’m feeling so much more positive now thanks to this forum helping me realise meds needed changed, it finally sunk in lol