I’m not sure where they began again or if it was surrounding my job? Sometime around that time I began to fall back into spirituality. I notice that when something is stressing me out real bad I begin to pray almost beg and ask for help from my ancestors. Well I’m a naturalist naturally so everytime I get overly spiritual I know something’s wrong or I am stressed cause I use it as a coping mechanism. I think this also connects with my increase in love affairs. When I am manic I began pursuing relationships I have no business being in. I once went one a date with fiv different men I met offline in one day because I did not take my medication. But alas, I am taking my medication. It’s not debilitating it’s just subtle and uncomfortable. I snapped out of it for a second today and was like wait I’m a naturalist I don’t think God or my ancestors can or are communicating with me. I was watching a tarot reading where they said something would happen by 11 o clock and I tested it out and nothing happened in the am or pm. Then, I thought back about it and none of the tarot readings I had watched came true.
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I hope you’ll feel better soon
Maybe talk to your doctor about that