I am not in the mood for seeing people being around people or putting up with anything from anyone right now I am having evil thoughts about taking a bat to the face of anyone who laughs at me makes fun of me talks bad about me I know it’s wrong yet I can’t shake these thoughts I’m getting when around people who I think are laughing at me just had to get this off my chest its eating me up if I don’t. In One of those moods today not to be messed with kind of mood. I know the Devil puts these kinds of thoughts in my mind and that I have to work against. I feel a little better talking about it instead of pushing it deep inside of me. Also feeling cold and distant towards people. Anyone else feel this way sometimes hope I am not the only one
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Sometimes I get the feeling of stabbing ppl that laugh at me. Intrusive thoughts I would never just saying.
I hope yours goes away soon
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I get this. TW. I scapegoat as I have a mission to protect others from the evil spirit in my head who inserts thoughts into my head to hurt loved ones. I’m chosen but it’s hard yes.
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thank you @Turtle I hope these intrusive thoughts I am having go away they usually always do it takes time though.
I am glad you get this I am glad I’m not the only one who gets these thoughts I would never act on it their only thoughts, but some people do act on impulse and intrusive thoughts, and I am not one of those people. Plus it’s not worth jail time for hurting someone severely or even killing them.
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I understand you, life just gets hard for a lot of us
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thats true @Turtle
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People expect us to be normies but we aren’t
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I am absolutely not normal but I don’t think I stand out that much either people don’t notice me in other words and I am fine with that.
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