I can’t stand another same day.
I do the same things exactly every day
I can’t stand another same day.
I do the same things exactly every day
Lack of meaning and purpose.
Do u know feel like you are building towards a goal? That helps me
I have no goals. You?
I want to monetize making, mixing, distributing music. I think you could too. I mean do you feel you lack the talent or character necessary to create a product? You seem like you are pretty real.
But the routine is what keeps you going. I know it’s boring. Look at how I felt/reported the other day. My wife is more or less the same each day. But - my goal is in support of my family. So there are perks (rewards) in the end.
Change your routine to see if that changes anything.
Spice up your life somehow.
See if it makes a difference.
The feeling of emptiness in the mind and the belly is the scariest feeling. Some people thrive for this. It’s their ideology. Purposeful action. I try to stay busy during the week. Doing stupid stuff. Running in circles in my house doing things. Always moving. Always action. The mind is forced to come along for the ride. I find it therapeutic. Staying still all day long eventually you’ll face an emptiness. I hope you feel better later today.