Idk why but lately I am upset with a low mood, I have had some bad luck but its more than that, Truth is I am feeling Old and lonely, I feel like I have turned into that boring old fart I never wanted to be
does anyone else feel like this? like they are getting old and Lonely? I’m only 44yrs old but time seems to have slipped away very fast
I dont have friends and i shun friendship really, but there are odd times I feel like i want/need a companion, but it dawns on me that she likely wont find me to be a good one or me her and that will be part of an escalating feedback loop of unhappiness. My parents have been together over 50 years but its come close to divorce a few times. I think they are together because each would be somewhat hopeless alone. Im fairly independent, so rely on nobody really. If you need someone, make a plan to find them, set out with purpose, and don’t let opportunities slip away.
I don’t believe that, its sounds too good to be true…
truth is… I am not a bad guy, I think I have got a good personality and I look ok apart from looking a bit older now… so idk why people don’t want to get close to me (particularly female)
I was in a relationship for about 14yrs and I miss that closeness, I just felt more secure, safe and we were a good team…I’d give anything to get that back it ended 10 yrs ago.
we’re all time travelling on this gravy train called life lol
I don’t think its going to get easier tbh, feels like my life has been this crazy dust storm whirlwind, like a blur, kinda like being submerged in water like a scuba diver trying to find his way. my sz didn’t help but even since I’ve been doing better I still feel the clock spinning faster than hell