Past 2 days ive been wishing i had a child, didnt tell anyone. Then i phone my mum and she is rude and dismissive only talking about herself no interest in me, never has. I feel like so disassociated right now, out of body. I could easily end my life right now. Im sick of this awful planet. Why me why do i get rotton parents? They hurt me as much as they can. So sick of life
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Im cutting all ties with them completely
It hurts to not feel validated by family. But you can make your own chosen family.
im not in a place rn where im ready
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Ok. At least you have us here on the forum. We care.
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Yes i believe we care about each other here.
This world is so f uked up tho and people in it are insane. I rarely meet anyone who is nice
Theres so much bad i hate it
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I used to feel the same but I’ve learned that despite there being bad people in the world, there are good people too
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Yea not enough good people. People are much better after in the afterlife because they can see everything clearer
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Thats what i think but not preaching or anything
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It seems women on here struggle with wanting kids. Where I live people have kids even if they’re irresponsible and have no money. I don’t know if there’s ever a right time to have kids. I dated a woman once who for medical reasons couldn’t have kids and she thought I was going to leave her because of it. I reassured her a thousand times and she constantly thought I’d leave her. I used to think only adolescents only succumbed to the power of suggestion but I think adults do too. When I see a frozen coffee commercial I think that sure would be good. Sometimes when we feel empty we come up with ideas how our lives would be more complete. For some people children are a part of the plan. I was like Peter Pan I always wanted to learn and never stop learning just to play the same role the rest of my life. Hey, I’m only a father and that’s all I got time for that’s my permanent role. I saw it as limiting. Now, it wouldn’t bother me being a father because I’ve seen a lot of bad fathers even if I half azzed it I could be decent. Do you have a plan in place? Or is this just fantasy? Or just compensation for an empty feeling? Most people want to have kids to feel unconditional love and to nurture something. I always got these things out of an adult relationship. I never thought to get these things from a parenting role. Either way. I wish you well on your journey.
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Its reflecting back on the what ifs. I always thought i would be a good mum, but in reality how someone deals with stressful times and socialising can determine how good a parent they are. I could never handle stress too well.
Thanks for explaining all that @2Waynez your a real value here
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