Feeling very low and down and dead

Diagnosed Sz or Sza
1

had a very lazy cold rainy day today. watched TV and slept a lot. I am feeling very low. unhappy/sad? maybe. dead/numb? definitely! I wish I could see dr this Wednesday coming again to get antidepressants…I feel dead inside like a tomb, my mind and body rotting away.

when I woke from my sleep I was disappointed and faced with harsh reality. my husband cares for me, I want for nothing. so why am I so depressed?? brain chemicals? stress? both? maybe both.

I’d rather take psychosis over depression any day. at least with psychosis I feel alive

:sob::cloud_with_rain::sob::cloud_with_rain:

7 Likes
2

I hope you feel better soon

1 Like
3

Hope your doing ok :folded_hands: what exactly is making you depressed??

4

I really don’t know what depresses me. My life? I can change it if I really want to but my avolition is really bad. I’m consumed by my illness. It sucks the life out of me, I have so little motivation for anything.

1 Like
5

Same here, I feel indifferent and unmotivated most of the time. Maybe you find something to help the situation, please share if you do.

6

Ahh I see . Yeah just was asking to maybe help you uncover the core reason for the depression… i get if it’s just the sz tho. Voices etc can be depressing

1 Like
7

Antidepressants can be a big help. I take Luvox and it helps give me more energy.

8

i hope today you feel better, since today is a new day.

1 Like
9

Yes maybe your doctor should help you.