Anybody else feel really bad as a person

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oh ok yea was just thinking that if its not a psychological thing or a character thing, maybe its a physical thing… quitting all drugs and working out may help. anyways you know yoruselfbetter good luck with this man. you can always message me if you wanan talk

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Bro…I think im finally ready to stop the bull sh it. I could loose my vision from diabetes. If I can… im on it bro. Healthy eating and exercise from now on.

I cant remeber but you got your self in shape after being out of shape ..right?

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I dont really know if its my fault or not but brother I have to try something new. What im doing is not working.

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yes sir… dude i bought a cigar the other day cause i thought it would make me feel good, itook one puff and felt so depressed i just threw the whole thing away. cigarettes and nicotine make me really depressed. You can do it king! Trust me. the ladies will love it to haha

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Im on it man!!! And I had that experience with cigs. I smoked half a pack and was like ..dude no lol

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i hear you man i used to smoke 1.5 packs a day… i was walking up a hill one day and was like… man… i need to quit i can hardly walk lol

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Hey man, sorry Ive taken long time to respond. Logged out to study.

You shouldn’t be too hard on yourself. Try your hardest to think differently is the only thing you can do tbh. Be accepting of the illness and fight your feelings every time the crop up negatively by ignoring them and enhancing the positive ones. Good luck man, you will get out of this

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Thanks man. Im trying to fight the negative stuff as much as possible. I think i also have to be carful the people I let into my life…not everyone will understand or bring out the best in u.

BTW..good to see you on the forum. Havnt seen you for a few.

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Yeah, you have to escape toxicity. Not everyone speaks well of us behind our backs, a sad reality.

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I forgot to read the original post lol. I do feel like im a bad person because of my ocd but I would like to and try to judge myself on how I treat other people.

People do talk behind each other’s back and are mean but I really just need to be around good people and maybe eventually some of the negative intrusive my mind will decrease ..idfk lol

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I feel like a really terrible person.

Trying to be better is hard.

And i dont even have ocd but i get relationship ocd apparently. Idk.

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Make allowances and forgive yourself and the people around you then focus on recovery… you will be fine

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Yea ..im starting to realize im not perfect lol im sick and feel abused. Im gonna have bad thoughts. I think k the important thing is to not treat people bad including myself

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Yea…MI is hard. Get with the right guy and he will make u happy zoe

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Thanks @Signless

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Krishnamurti could figure this out

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I hope u get a nice partner one day too if you want that. Would that not be cool.

:blossom::blossom::blossom:

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Who is he?

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I have to learn how to be a friend to a woman first… all my relationships I only wanted to be in a committed intimate relationship but I didnt spend enought time being a friend and usually messed it up…possessive relationships are not true love…

If I loose weight and get better in my head maybe one day but I want to actually make each other happy and not just be chained to each other lol

Anyways…at the moment the ladies would probably throw up at yhe thought of a relationship with me :sweat_smile:

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Krishnamurti is a cool dude. Very thoughtful

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