Im not sure how to make my life better.
Eating healthier
And ruminating less
Not as much stress as before
And I do exercise when im not feeling horrible
I still end up in the hospital. They say nothings wrong but I feel om gonna not live too much longer because of health issues.
Not to mention thst a big part of my online support system might have turned its back on me… I wish life wasn’t soo hard
You keep ending up in psych ward? Or do you mean regular hospital
Regular hospital. I meant my physical health issues are really playing up.
I haven’t been to psych hospital in 6 years . Its worse than being psychotic alone at home. ….
I understand. I feel like there is always something wrong with me too and I’m only 32 years old. Something always happens every day it’s something new even if it’s just a cut but it’s usually something more than that
It always upsets me that you guys suffer too. I mean I wasn’t always a good person…not that I deserve sz.. but life is hard for good people … its really confusing.
Im glad we have the strength to endure tho…
Most of the time I feel like I’m just crawling through life I don’t know how to explain…schizophrenia made me into a better person but now that I’m better I wish the illness would go away it’s just awful
Yea i definitely get what your saying. If it weren’t for my hobbies…life would be dismal at best….
I feel like creative stuff really gives us a voice man.. I think it was poet that said staying busy was really important. …and other people said the hobbies balanced out the sz …
Maybe u can get back into so m thing you like doing?
I mostly just play counter strike or listen to music for joy but I’ve been cleaning and cooking lately which is helping me feel better
Thats cool man. As long as you have something to keep you sort of happy!!
Video games are legit fun lil and challenging as hell.sometimes
Hey bro, I hope you’re okay
You need to date. You are not an antisocial person and you’re living an antisocial lifestyle
You have to visualize yourself meeting someone. And be brave
I hear u man…im married to the music at the moment tho.
I thinki would only bring problems to a girl unless I work on myself …
You got to fake it till you make it man. If you keep doing what you’re doing you’re going to end up alone. Seize the day. Get on online dating
I remember I was told to do crunches to get fitter, I ain’t ever going to do crunches! 
I think everyone has their own home-brew fitness techniques, I don’t care anymore, I just do what I can.
Bro…girls find me repulsive. Remeber “freak” ..I think its a common feeling among the ladies. Only thing I got going is music…I need to get a hooker instead lol
I will pay her to play monopoly
I know I’m being hard on you but I think you need to get your head in the game. And that starts with you believing that you deserve it.
I just know from talking to you, given that you’re my friend that what you really want is a relationship with a beautiful woman. And you deserve that
Thabks man…. And yea thats true. I guess I need yo put more energy in finding one. I bought a portable washer and dryer so I have clean clothes and maybe lead to better self care.
I feel like stuff like that is what I need to work on. And my toxic ocd can really mess things up. I have to position myself …somehow.. to actuallyhave something to offer first
Well you definitely have good and bad days you need to start to isolate What’s making your days good. And repeat that
I myself got some self help work books…. They help