I try but I am not great at getting a partner, its upsetting and makes me feel like a loser, I don’t think I’m doing anything wrong which makes it even more hurtful, I am now just starting to accept that I won’t meet anyone its upsetting but it is a reality, I am praying for it, trying to remain hopeful but its ebbing away.
My ex was vulnerable too, we met in the mental hospital in 2002 and we were together until 2016 then friends for a few years, after I met another girl but she had some problems with thinking and it didn’t work out, (I mean she had a slight learning difficulty) I dated my friends support worker but it wasn’t to be, I sometimes think she might still like to go out but its awkward for me now and mixed up.
I only ever had sex with my first gf and I haven’t had sex for almost 10 years.