I try but I am not great at getting a partner, its upsetting and makes me feel like a loser, I donât think Iâm doing anything wrong which makes it even more hurtful, I am now just starting to accept that I wonât meet anyone its upsetting but it is a reality, I am praying for it, trying to remain hopeful but its ebbing away.
Well, I donât know what youâre talking about? It wasnât anything sexual. It was something very trivial, and he thought I was dumb, for some reason.
My ex was vulnerable too, we met in the mental hospital in 2002 and we were together until 2016 then friends for a few years, after I met another girl but she had some problems with thinking and it didnât work out, (I mean she had a slight learning difficulty) I dated my friends support worker but it wasnât to be, I sometimes think she might still like to go out but its awkward for me now and mixed up.
I only ever had sex with my first gf and I havenât had sex for almost 10 years.