He is a real ■■■■.
I feel good that he is gone.
Absolutely abusive ■■■■.
Idk i am glad its over.
My sz tells me i will be totrured now.
Its really hard to break up for that reason
I feel really shaken
Im gonna get killed or stabbed or raped with a pole etc.
Maybe im wrong and he is not abusing me every day.
But everything he says about my sister etc feels like a lie.
For 3 years
I cannot stand it. U know?
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Its best just to go our seperare ways. Maybe he did not lie about all those important things..
Howver my intuition says he did it is hard to ignore.
If he did not lie then i told him im sorry.
You’ve broken up and then got back with him a million times. I dont think it’s healthy Zoe. I dont think its ever going to work out. All the healthy relationships ive seen through out the years, have maybee broken up twice at the very most, ususlly 0 or 1 times. You and your ex have done this like 20 times based off your old and current forum posts. I wish you all the best regardless of what you decide to do, and its your life, but I think its time to officialy move on.
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Thankyou @TheCanuk i think this time its for good
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Its just i dont feel good now.
Im really scared
It seems over the last 6 months or so, I can’t be sure exactly, you have been going through a rough time stability wise with your mental and emotional health. The issues with bf and findibg a job as well as eating, but also existential ponderings tied to reproduction and afterlife etc. all kind of indicate you are not at a peaceful or undisturbed place emotionally. It’s possibly something that can be remedied maybe by increasing your ap dose for a short time at least but IDK, you have to consult a dr officially.
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See i am scared. And sad. Not for loosing him but for my stupid schozophrenia.
Idk if they can help me.
My schizophtenia feels too real. So much evidence.
Maybe therapy would help. Im really sad that if i dont hav a family lol. But its too hard. I sound like jesus..
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Anyway i think theres still hope for me.
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Life feels weird without a rough plan. And i feel weird cos idk about family life or not atm.
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Idk what your prescribed dose is or if you are taking your pills or what, but maybe increase your dose to what is prescribed until you get on an even keel, because I have a feeling the problems you are having are from a unstable emotional and cognitive state.
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Medication will make things worse i believe.
Im on 2.5 mg it helps enough.
Im scared to loose more bone etc
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Maybe as a rough plan, i can say yes to a family life, but IT IS OK IF IT DOES NOT HAPPEN
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Your on Abilify right? Isn’t 2.5 mg a super low dose for it? You might need an increase or a med switch
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2.5mg abilify? That’s very low. It’s possible it’s not enough right now. I also am adverse to meds, but at least consider a temporary increase to get you out of this rough patch.
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Sorry, he is not ugly.
But i just do not know how to trust him.
And that means not compatible.
I do hate him but that is speaking from a place of intuition, not logic.
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