I just freaked out a bit because @Lilyofthevalley and @poet have always been incredibly supportive and now i feel like im losing them now that there admins. I’ll stay though if its ok
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yes, its fine. THey both can still message you , you know?
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I feel disappointed cant help it
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I’m still going to be here on the forum and will try to be as supportive as I can. Today I’m having medical testing and can’t be on here as much as usual. I’m glad you’re going to stay. I like having you around 
how can we support you if you’re not here? I’m relieved you’ve decided to stay.
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Thanks lily, take care chat soon , hope it goes well at appointment
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Im also happy you are staying @Ducky
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Thanks @Dika
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I’m glad you stay 
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oh I was upset you were leaving…please stay from now on.
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Sorry i will do my best
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oh please don’t apologize…you were just upset…i understand…we need you just as much as you need us.
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I go off the deep end impulsive often without thinking things through. Last night i ordered an expensive chair from catalogue and i couldnt afford it, hubby helped me realise so i cancelled it thankfully. Im always doing dumb things
Being impulsive isn’t the same as being dumb. Can you work with a therapist on the impulsive behavior? It might really help.
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just a mistake…I’ve bought a whole house and had buyer’s remorse ten mins. later…signed the contract for the house and everything…as soon as we knew we shouldn’t have bought the house we called the real estate woman with the contract and she let it go…tore it up…shewee.
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Bloody heck @jukebox
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I can’t do therapy because i shut down
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You can buy workbooks that help with impulsive thoughts and behaviors and work on it at home. Just look at reviews before buying
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yesssss…it was a train wreck…we already lost two houses plus lines of credit for a half a million dollar bancruptcy…her family blamed me…actually me and my wife who are both sz were delusional at the time..and we blew a half a million dollars…the judge wasn’t happy. by the time after moving to another town and renting on what we make on disability together plus her alimony from her first husband we lived from check to check blowing our money on booze and weed…it was awful…we were like gas and fire. we didn’t care…we finally switched to generic prolixin for me and generic perphenazine for my wife…we stabilized but too late..the damage was done…my reputation in her family was “get rid of him” and they made her stay at her son’s house a few days while they all drilled it in her head that she needed to divorce me…they were all wealthy. well it worked..she came home and announced the divorce..her son promised to pay her when she needed money. yes he is wealthy. so I took the clothes off my back, my books and my paintings and moved back to okla. in pauls valley where there is a non profit pdoc clinic. remarried a mentally ill depressive disorder woman online at plenty of fish and this september is our fifth anniversary. were together seven years before that so that’s twelve years.
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Yeah, two mentally ill people with comorbid addiction is a recipe for disaster. I’m sorry that happened to you
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Thats sad that that break up happened the way it did. Youve landed on your feet better now @jukebox and doing a lot better on prolixin.
I was worse on other meds too more impulsive on abilify etc
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