I'm sorry i will stay if okay

[Ducky]

Im not mentally stable. Even when i feel at my best im still not stable. Its because i have schizophrenia and borderline etc

I doubt a workbook could help cos im too messed up in the head

Thanks anyway @Lilyofthevalley

[jukebox]

abilify was what me and my first sz wife were both on when we blew the half a million..sane enough to spend money but insane on decisions…abilfy is dangerous. i m o.

[Ducky]

Yes i agree

[jukebox]

how are you feeling right now? still upset?

[POET]

hey ducky i hope you stay youre well liked around here!

[Ducky]

I feel rocky not thinking with a level head. Having impulsive thoughts of giving all my money to hubby but that would be a bit silly. Idk where my heads at. I lowered my ap recently and im not suicidal as much thank god. I guess its a fine line

[Ducky]

Thanks i havent seen as much of you recently @POET

[POET]

hey yea ive been working on music stuff a ton. Hows everything? whats new?

[Lilyofthevalley]

Ok @Ducky . I wish you the best

[Ducky]

Glad ur ok. Nothing new just near end of summer and kids going back to school. Less noise from downstairs when they do. Its been mental the noise

[POET]

i see hmm nice i really need to take a break from music, im kinda burnt out

[Ducky]

Thanks in the future i will have a look @Lilyofthevalley for workbook on dbt

[Ducky]

I understand there were a lot of late nighters last month lol

[2Waynez]

That’s a wild ride

[2Waynez]

Ducky glad you’re sticking around

[Ducky]

Thankyou sweetpea!

[Ducky]

Nah your as cool as they come @2Waynez total respect to all of you , and thankyou

[jukebox]

@2Waynez oh man, that was just a taste…before I met my first wife in Phoenix, AZ I found a bipolar woman on no longer lonely dot com years ago in about 2004…met her and drove us both back down to Florida in Fort Walton Beach…fifteen miles from Destin, the well known wealthy beach hang out town…the beach was lovely but my at the time bipolar gf couldn’t seem to get out of bed due to depression…and then when she ovulated she went manic…so this wore us down and then she let me know the whole time she was lying in bed she was thinking of her last husband and pining for him…that was it…I found my first wife on this older version of the forum a couple sites back…she lived in AZ…we met and fell in love…we still love each other…just bad luck.