Because my husband had a day or two with post ictal psychosis and was a little paranoid and acted unexpectedly sometimes and I treated him badly, questioned him till he got upset and said he can’t do anything anymore. It was awful!
I should know when I get psychosis how well he treats me and how it’s a portal to unseen. But when hubby experiences his portal into unseen I get all scared and upset at him. It’s so wrong of me! I’m so ashamed of myself! Just when he’s paranoid it makes me paranoid too. Simultaneously psychotic.
But still, I should let him be, he’s done nothing wrong to me, if he wants to rearrange some objects to prevent his fears of electric circuitry/mind games from occurring I should just let him instead of interrogating him. I have psychosis myself, I should understand his!!
I’m doing my penance by publishing on here how stupid I was.
Hubby’s feeling better now, I think. But I should let him have his freedom if he’s not doing anything wrong or harmful, and he’s not. I’m just being too aggressive. Fck me.