I just heard a whistling noise close to my window. It was probably fireworks or something but the thought ocurred to me that it could be a bullet wizzing by.
I started thinking “who would want to kill me”. There is of course my neighbors who the insurance company is suing to recover the damages they paid to me for the garage repairs.
Who else? My name is freely known as the admin on a schizophrenia forum.
Maybe the government doesn’t like what I represent.
Maybe a schizophrenic wants me dead.
I know this is all likely bullshit, but it really sounded like a bullet going by my window.
Yes it’s illogical. No one wants to murder a schizophrenia forum admin. Million of other explanations like animals, kids, cars, music, etc. You’ve got a lot of stressors lately.
I wouldn’t worry about the government, no matter what your views are there’s millions of people with extremist views, far more than I think any of us are, and nothing happens to them.
So somebody who wants you dead fired a bullet past your window basically parallel to it missing you and your house completely? You’re a little paranid.
yea its 100% the sz man, maybe you should talk to your doc and see what you can do about it … maybe a prn can help or you need to catch up on sleep etc. dont let the voices get to you man