I don’t know if it’s depression or negative symptoms, probably both. It’s worsened since coming home from hospital on Monday. I can barely do anything except eat and sleep. The reading habit I started at hospital in last week has ended again. Everything is an effort. I need to go shopping but how can I even dress and drive there? Life carries on but I can’t keep up. I’m better off dead… I haven’t felt this numb in a long time. It’s awful. Nothing works. I need to get through to Wednesday once again to see dr, made appt and that’s the soonest date. And the radio in my head is bothersome. Already three songs on it today playing over and over and over… the extra amisulpride doesn’t help with it. Nothing will. I’m doomed. Better off dead.
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hope your doing ok, try to find some way to get support dika
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Do you really need to start doing things again? Maybe it’s time to relax? Get some sleep and not stress!
I don’t do much. If I start pushing myself again I get symptomatic.
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I have an epileptic husband to look after. I’m housewife so need to cook, shop, clean etc. there’s no one else to help me because hubby can’t drive by himself to shops without risking a seizure happening. And he doesn’t know how to cook.
So I have to do these things. It’s so hard in my state right now 
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I’m so sorry you are struggling so much. I don’t know how to comfort you. Just let you know I can understand you.
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Can you order something, home delivery?
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i think thats a good idea. When i dont feel like going to the store i often do grocery deliveries. theyre pretty cheap these days
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Home delivery sounds really good, yeah
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I just came back from shops now, I went with hubby this evening. Felt shaky in shops, my higher dose amisulpride has given me a tremor. And I felt so tired and heavy. It was hard to drive.
Home delivery is available here but with shop we go to there was confusions on the app and I just gave up and went to shops myself as we usually do.
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