End my life not live anymore so that I can end Alien’s life so he won’t harm anyone or use me as his pawn. He’d too dangerous to live.
The extra haloperidol isn’t working. I’m going to need to up my amisulpride again…
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Don’t end your life dear friend you are much to precious for that. Go talk to your doctor about your thoughts and emotions.
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Definitely don’t hurt yourself
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Im sorry to hear this. Please dont harm yourself. Reach out to your team.
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please call your doctor they can help
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If you’re suicidal please seek help. I feel that way off and on. Your life is precious. I like you because we have similar disorders. I don’t want to lose a fellow sza. Hugs.
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I wish I call my dr but it’s now evening and when I wanted to earlier, a family member didn’t encourage me to when I suggested doing so. Don’t know why. But they did say I must promise not to take my life whilst they weren’t looking…so I promised.
Evening falls now and I’m thinking of twisted things again. I hope I don’t have another crisis tonight!
If so I’ll try to call tomorrow but I can’t be sure I’ll reach him - it’s a govt hospital and drs aren’t always available at outpatients dept. But maybe they can tell him to call me back…
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Thanks roxanna that’s so sweet of you! I like you too 
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i see hmm maybe you shoudl go in for a visit then instead of calling. they can help you
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