I’m scared about Dr appointment tomorrow, what if they admit me? am I so ill I’ll need it? I’ll ill I’ll ill ill I’ll lol! God help me I don’t want to leave home I wanna come home. why do I think they could admit me? because I have a lot of sharing to do of my gift and mission and if I tell them the nature of the mission they might not like the scapegoating I do…I’m scared …I don’t want to go to hospital! it seems like I’ll just have to be forced to take meds they give me so that I can avoid an admission…waaa! my mission will go and my gift. why does normies not understand it??? I’m pitted against a mountain of drs…
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Meds or hospitalization are both good for you. I would welcome either if they are on the horizon. I understand not wanting to take meds though.
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I had that recently. I was freaking out but i just did not wana b in a hospital…